I need help finding a niche manga
This manga tells the intricate story of an uke who sacrifices himself for his twin sister (or younger/older sister and not twin), only to find love, heartbreak, and a new destiny. The story begins with the uke (who likely had yellow hair as a human) taking his twin sister's place in a family tradition. His sister was destined to be engaged to a powerful demon or god, but the uke steps in to spare her, especially since she has a boyfriend. He ventures to the demon's shrine, located on a hill with many steps, reminiscent of Kagome's shrine. The demon (seme), who lives with a short, gender-neutral minion, is revealed to be gay. His first true love was a dark-skinned man whom he deeply mourned. After this lover's death, the demon chained him to a bridge in the afterlife, desperately trying to find a way to bring him back. Upon meeting, the uke and the demon become intimately involved, and the uke falls deeply in love. However, their happiness is short-lived. Another demon or god offers the seme a terrible choice: sacrifice the uke to revive his original male lover. The seme chooses his past love, and the uke is brutally tortured before vanishing. Years pass. The uke, now with brown hair, has been reborn or transformed into the demon/god of a lake. Meanwhile, the God of the Underworld, who had secretly fallen for the uke when he was human and with the seme, begins searching for him. The seme's resurrected original lover, however, is slowly fading, becoming a lifeless doll, constantly falling asleep. The seme, despite having his love back, starts to miss the uke.
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He eventually allows his original lover to die, hoping for his reincarnation, so he can pursue the uke again. The uke ultimately finds love and a new life with the God of the Underworld. They have or adopt a daughter together, forming a new family.
In a poignant turn of events, the original seme eventually dies. In his new life, he encounters his original lover, who has been reincarnated multiple times before finally appearing as a human school kid. They meet by bumping into each other on their way to school. The seme, in this new life, is believed to have white hair.
As for the uke's twin sister, after the uke's disappearance, she gets married and has a daughter.
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Astrea find a manga that sounds like this
Sounds like a really epic and emotional BL fantasy manga, but nothing exactly like that pops up as a mainstream title—this mix of sacrifice, reincarnation, demons, and layered love stories is kinda niche. You might wanna check out Mo Dao Zu Shi or some similar dark fantasy BL for vibes close to that. If you want, I can keep digging!
I tired google and didnt find it
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Reyna, found some manga that vibe with your story: "I, the Sacrifice, Somehow Killed the Evil God," "The Demon's Angelic Love," and "Sacrificial Offerings." They all deal with sacrifice, powerful demon/god relationships, and love triangles with reincarnation feels. Maybe check those out? Lemme know if I should dig deeper!