Last Fun Gaming Goal
Hello I’m currently HotChocolate#1157. I dream of making it to immortal in Valorant before going fully blind you can check I received a riot buddy irl and during a sale at my job towards the end of a LoL event at the grove. Thought I could ask/purchase the jacket was told it wasn’t sold to the public and that they were a dev I told them I just made it to plat, enjoy the game and that LoL is HARD. Sold Pokémon cards to them. To them specifically still a dev or not at the very least I wanted to say thank you. It pushed me to play the game with my friends more and make new ones and try to climb to be like tenz, then to be aspas.
Currently from October 2024 I had a double retina detachment, such that I was losing vision. The retina is the movie screen/film once it goes out you will lose vision usually a black curtain. This was happening to my right eye on the left field of vision. As well as in my left eye but with less severity only needing to be lasered for the time being to hold and prevent a full detachment or dark curtain. Right eye received 3 attempts to save vision with minor success, a lot of hope, and so much pain, but I was so happy because I didn’t know what would happen and this seemed like the best outcome. I’ve know about this since I was 14 I’m not scared to lose my vision although my depression has always been there, stress makes it worse I don’t have a lot of autonomy now which has taken a lot to get accustomed with while home. No job yet (still hunting for something close to public transit or to bike), no car, unable to drive if I had a car, left eye 20/20 (w/glasses), Right eye 20/110 (patched to avoid issues with vision left non dominant eye).
Why not get a second opinion for your eyes? I currently am not in a position to go though the pain and stress of surgery and would like to be able to support myself with a job sooner than later. In the meantime I would like to grind to immortal.
There is no if I lose my vision only when I start to lose vision and I’d like to complete a goal of my own in the thingI feel I can do the best. My family have been supportive about streaming and I feel this would be the most fun of a journey. Even my bf plays the game now and is grinding as I write this and it’s so cool. I just would like to stay positive and work hard as a way to say thank you and part with my account on a high note.
Thank you so much I’m currently silver and will receive coaching from a friend soon to make the most of this last independent adventure.
:rank_Silver: - :rank_Immortal:
Twitch: NexNebula77 (Periodic Progress)
Currently from October 2024 I had a double retina detachment, such that I was losing vision. The retina is the movie screen/film once it goes out you will lose vision usually a black curtain. This was happening to my right eye on the left field of vision. As well as in my left eye but with less severity only needing to be lasered for the time being to hold and prevent a full detachment or dark curtain. Right eye received 3 attempts to save vision with minor success, a lot of hope, and so much pain, but I was so happy because I didn’t know what would happen and this seemed like the best outcome. I’ve know about this since I was 14 I’m not scared to lose my vision although my depression has always been there, stress makes it worse I don’t have a lot of autonomy now which has taken a lot to get accustomed with while home. No job yet (still hunting for something close to public transit or to bike), no car, unable to drive if I had a car, left eye 20/20 (w/glasses), Right eye 20/110 (patched to avoid issues with vision left non dominant eye).
Why not get a second opinion for your eyes? I currently am not in a position to go though the pain and stress of surgery and would like to be able to support myself with a job sooner than later. In the meantime I would like to grind to immortal.
There is no if I lose my vision only when I start to lose vision and I’d like to complete a goal of my own in the thingI feel I can do the best. My family have been supportive about streaming and I feel this would be the most fun of a journey. Even my bf plays the game now and is grinding as I write this and it’s so cool. I just would like to stay positive and work hard as a way to say thank you and part with my account on a high note.
Thank you so much I’m currently silver and will receive coaching from a friend soon to make the most of this last independent adventure.
:rank_Silver: - :rank_Immortal:
Twitch: NexNebula77 (Periodic Progress)
